What topic is it again?

The clock is ticking. I feel a little pressure with the creepy sound of it. It's more louder than anything right now and all I just wanted to do is to keep it somewhere far so that I couldn't hear it anymore. But I don't want to waste any effort on it, it's just a clock and it will never hurt me physically. The dogs continue to bark as I sat here staring at the monitor with my non sense and easy words, trying to make something and challenged the way I write these days. I've been napping the whole day and only good words made me awake but unluckily, I have no inspiration to spit out fantastic words from my mind and type it here. I'm so sorry for my ambition of becoming a writer... I have a long way to go and hopefully, it will not stay as an ambition. I need to do something about it but I have to learn first. Someone says that it does not matter how slow you go as long as you don't stop. I'm very slow on things like eating, to thinking, in fulfilling and realizing my dreams, etc. But I will never stop on discovering it and making a step by step ways to reach it. Never mind the clock, even though it's ticking is really creepy, I have my ways to fulfill my dreams. All I need to do was to do my best, read and be open on every possibilities that life will present. Besides, I still have many grains of rice to eat even though it makes me fat. I am willing to learn not like those dogs barking outside who doesn't have any manners to handle people in the dark. The clock ticking doesn't mean that I need to mindlessly run on things, it means, seize the moment. I only have one life to live and running wildly without even looking how wonderful life is, it's a waste. I need to run and even I trampled, I need to stand up again and run with my lessons learned in my pockets and running shoes. I don't have to be pressured with the creepy sound of the clock, it's just a clock. I will listen to music with my headphones on, no to creepy clocks anymore.